D$B. 3g who calls me 'wednesday.' The med student from easter. The cousin from the same. The patron from mo's that tracked me down a year later-- living 83 blocks south of him. The princess. "achey-breaky." The ivy filmmaker. Brown in CA. The jew whos name I love but whos attitude I dont. lovely.
because "as easy as it is for me to get pussy, it is seemingly impossible for me to find love"
thats because I am looking "for all the wrong reasons." is it? or am i looking at all the wrong people? im sure it has more than enough to do with me.
well, ive removed all of the numbers from my cell. "going, going, gone." im going into hiding both because i deserve to give myself a couple of a's this semester and im tired of being disappointed with inadequacy.
and, ive decided that i am going to wait for the first person I ever loved. It may never pan out; but, it gives me a goal and a worthy reason to stop wasting my time with people just as scared or fucked up as I am. I am going to wait for him because he is (actually, "truly, madly, deeply" !!!) worth it and....so am i.
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about half of each story is embellished or completely made up. (what a difference [a few words] make.)
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